...this blogging thing for the most part has been so far a lot of great learning adventures and I've had the pleasure of seeing some amazingly fantastic blogs and ladies/mommies out there but for the most part I have been miserable and felt like it was controlling me instead of me controlling me and ultimately my blogs!!! I am a superbly creative and gifted person but between trying to sill content to design and going through the worst two years of my life, I have nothing to give or better yet, it all pours out playing in my mind but I never seem to be able to put it to blog! I have gotten so caught up in trying to be fun and fabulous and just plain neat with such good manners and parenting habits to set examples by that it just wasn't where I was at and therefore I couldn't fake it especially because living real life and blogging is hard enough but to actually try to make this blog and blogger character that I feel I am somewhere inside up and then record it or stage it---- well, just forget it!!! So now I am going to just blog for myself and let the Universe sort it out!!! I just need a friend, a really good friend, right now I'm going to make this blog in particular my friend.
Considering I never even really wrote in a diary or journal regularly if at all at times (a lot of times) this ought to be great fun but I do love to write long letters (and either give them to the recipient or tear them up and throw them away once I've gotten things off my chest) so writing these blogging entries to my new best friend should be a piece of cake!
About this last two years, well it will come as it needs to but right now drowning my new best friend in tears would be just plain rude and wrong!!! So I will close this entry for now and just try as I might to maintain my composure as I'm at work in my husband's divorce and family law firm and I don't want him to mistake me for one of his weeping clients although me weeping right along with some of his clients might help business--- we would just be really well known for our compassion through difficult times!!! Until next time.....
(finally just blogging for me and my family feels right!!!O:) )
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